I Think It's the End of Week Seven, Now..?

I had a relatively uneventful week. Other than having a homework assignment due in my DVC class, which I feel I did well on, there wasn't much going on. I tried to take pictures, got a few successful ones and also started the layout with my book. I think I'm gonna use Blurb instead of VioVio because Blurb is more user friendly. As I started loading pictures onto the program, I suddenly realized how difficult this will be. I had a relative idea on what I wanted the book to look like, but since I have decided with a square instead of a landscape, I have no idea. I can't seem to remember much on what I wanted to do, other than the order. I never thought this to be so difficult. I figured I'd have trouble picking and taking the photographs, but never so much indecisiveness with the final project. I had something in my mind on what I wanted and now that it's happening, all my thoughts are changing.

Something that is starting to worry me is what was on blackboard; "If someone said 'So what' about my project, I don't know what I would say. It's not that I feel I'm not learning or that my project doesn't have a purpose, but I don't completely understand the question. But, because Mrs. Stanton keeps telling us to think about an answer, I know that someone will probably ask it when I show my project at the end.

Today I got my first few hours of community service done, too. That makes me feel so much better, especially because of the open hours and I go and work. I set orders for myself on how I want to get things done, and I didn't want to get the research paper started until I got my community service going. Now, I feel like a huge weight was lifted because I plan on starting my paper (at least research) this week. That also means I can start calling people for interviews! YAY. Things are starting to pick up and be stressful! I can't believe I'm excited for that, but one thing I've found out about myself is if something is not going wrong or causing me to worry/stress, then I will stress more. I feel if something is not going wrong, then something else is that I don't know about and it will bite me later. Anyway, I'm actually excited about writing this paper but I don't know why.

I think that pretty much wraps it up for this week. C: